Dear Reader
Its been a long time since i have written here. its not that i havent had anything to say its i havent kown where to start. you know when you are going through things you dont always want to talk sometimes you just want to hide and distance yourself in your own little way. while your friends the "fixers" are trying to solve your problems for you. i know i am a fixer funny thing is "fixers" sometimes are the very ones i stay clear of. you know what i mean right? we all have "fixers" in our life ones who want nothing but the best for us no matter what.They often say things to help you but sometimes you feel more angry and hurt after listening to them. trust me non fixers. us "fixers" are always trying to prevent you from doing the crazy things we have done. we are only trying to help you. not hurt you, not make matters worse. we love so much us "fixers" tend to be in your face. the ones to push you when you really dont want to be pushed. we come across stand offish all for the sake of looking out for others. i think as "fixers" we just want to see everything come together. i know myself i can't stand something being out of place and out of order. im always trying to make myself better less flawed. truth is it makes things worse sometimes.I know us "fixers" tend to act like we have an answer for EVERYTHING but we dont. truth is we learn alot by books revelations (and by revelations i dont mean the book of revelations ha ha) we know what is real to us and we forget that not everyone is us. not everyone learns like us.
So to every non fixer i m sorry for any hurt that we have caused you, thats never ever our intension we just like to see everyone at there utmost best. we are the way we are not to make you be someone else but because we care enough to say something.
from the perspective of a fixer
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