Dear Reader,
How often do you feel like it takes almost everything out of you to find hope? does hope seem real far away from you today! does everything seem so dry and you are longing for something. there is a place in your heart that feels a void?
where ever you are reader! no that it is never to late. maybe life has placed you in bad circumstances and you have been barely holding on and every time you hold on something gives. it's like you are breaking away and you have tried to remain positive. there are people in your life that speak words of lies to your very being and though you try to pretend it doesn't hurt it so does!! those lies have become your very lifeline. and when truth comes you don't know how to receive it. your hope is fading, your love dissipating. your barely holding on hoping that someone could see through the walls that hide you and keep you trapped.
how i wish i could say it was easy when you are stuck. sometimes in life it comes down to this. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE? are you stuck because it will hurt to much to let anyone in!!
what will it take for you to trust enough? let anyone really help you out!!!let hope rise again!!
take heart....there is a hope should oceans rise and mountains fall he never fails.. take heart let his love lead us through the night. hold on to hope take courage again..... in death by life all all our fears are swept away in his freedom. he will never fail you.....( i forgot some of the lyrics oops;()
you get the gist. no matter what you may face there is hope today!! there is a love bigger then you and I can fathom.it's not too late to find your hope again!!!reach out it's within arms reach!!!
elz
Thursday, 29 September 2011
Wednesday, 28 September 2011
faith like a child
Dear Reader,
often times you here as a an adult have child like faith!! what does that even mean? act like a child? does that require having fun??
I mean the older that we get the more stress we deal with. we face real life issues and struggles.....
to have childlike faith is to have freedom. if you think about it. as a child we trust. sure we are going to ask questions cause we want to learn new things. the cool part about being kids is they see adventure from a whole new perspective. i have to admit and i am so guilty sometimes with kids i pretend to enjoy there enthusiasm for life. they have so much fun outside making up random games but to them it is the most fun in the world.
for example growing up when we lived in a little trailer i must of been maybe 7 or 8 it was winter time and my dad had just finished doing g chores. now in my opinion my dad was the ultimate snow fort builder. we built an igloo over top of the sandbox. how cool is that to a little kid. as you can imagine the fun we had.
now i am 25 yikes right!!! i find it's hard at times to keep that same enthusiasm for life. how many of us have at times lost or misplaced or sense for adventure. our childlike faith. our imagination. i love listening to kid stories. like the adventures of Odyssey. there is such great stories and great adventures.you know it's OK to live right? it's OK to have fun family time. you don't have to spend big bucks to have fun.
so here's my challenge to you all of my readers!! think of something you used to do as a child. and go have fun!!!!enjoy the simple factors of life don't get stressed out thinking bout fun ha ha..
A couple years ago my friend and i started this place called THE KINGDOM now this place you are going to have to use your imagination if you dare!! in order to get to this place you need to go by boat once you cross over to this place the waters are still there is a castle and gorgeous lush scenery. the king and queen are most loved and there is peace through out all the land. my most favorite spot is at night time i will walk through the flower garden to the waterfall as i walk behind the waterfall there is a few caves. there is a cave that leads through the mountain to the village. in the day time i will often go and reach out to the town orphanage. all the children's faces light up with pure joy for someone wants to be there and spend time with them. as i sit down to listen to all the stories of the day with laughter and joy to be shared all around. even when i leave my heart stays. for there is just a deep love and compassion for the children. day after day each child has a new story of the day. there is so much love and joy. then i return to the castle for an evening stroll as i sit by the water the quiet still whispers of the night sky and the water swooshing against the rocks. there is nothing more peaceful than that. you can use the same guide line and think of something that makes you feel peaceful makes you laugh again and enjoy life.
elz
often times you here as a an adult have child like faith!! what does that even mean? act like a child? does that require having fun??
I mean the older that we get the more stress we deal with. we face real life issues and struggles.....
to have childlike faith is to have freedom. if you think about it. as a child we trust. sure we are going to ask questions cause we want to learn new things. the cool part about being kids is they see adventure from a whole new perspective. i have to admit and i am so guilty sometimes with kids i pretend to enjoy there enthusiasm for life. they have so much fun outside making up random games but to them it is the most fun in the world.
for example growing up when we lived in a little trailer i must of been maybe 7 or 8 it was winter time and my dad had just finished doing g chores. now in my opinion my dad was the ultimate snow fort builder. we built an igloo over top of the sandbox. how cool is that to a little kid. as you can imagine the fun we had.
now i am 25 yikes right!!! i find it's hard at times to keep that same enthusiasm for life. how many of us have at times lost or misplaced or sense for adventure. our childlike faith. our imagination. i love listening to kid stories. like the adventures of Odyssey. there is such great stories and great adventures.you know it's OK to live right? it's OK to have fun family time. you don't have to spend big bucks to have fun.
so here's my challenge to you all of my readers!! think of something you used to do as a child. and go have fun!!!!enjoy the simple factors of life don't get stressed out thinking bout fun ha ha..
A couple years ago my friend and i started this place called THE KINGDOM now this place you are going to have to use your imagination if you dare!! in order to get to this place you need to go by boat once you cross over to this place the waters are still there is a castle and gorgeous lush scenery. the king and queen are most loved and there is peace through out all the land. my most favorite spot is at night time i will walk through the flower garden to the waterfall as i walk behind the waterfall there is a few caves. there is a cave that leads through the mountain to the village. in the day time i will often go and reach out to the town orphanage. all the children's faces light up with pure joy for someone wants to be there and spend time with them. as i sit down to listen to all the stories of the day with laughter and joy to be shared all around. even when i leave my heart stays. for there is just a deep love and compassion for the children. day after day each child has a new story of the day. there is so much love and joy. then i return to the castle for an evening stroll as i sit by the water the quiet still whispers of the night sky and the water swooshing against the rocks. there is nothing more peaceful than that. you can use the same guide line and think of something that makes you feel peaceful makes you laugh again and enjoy life.
elz
Monday, 26 September 2011
warriors in the rising
Reader,
We are what i call a chosen generation we are ready to take stand, we are living in the moments where truth is our defence.it is important to keep our spiritual armour on as you will find in Ephesians 6:13-18.
we are more than conquerors. the battle belongs to the lord.
something that has been on my heart lately is attitudes. what does this have to do with war. oh just Bear with me if you will. you see take king Saul int he bible he was a great king until he let his attitude get in the way. you know pride goes before fall kind of thing then he have his attitude towards David. essentially his poor attitude led to his defeat and his death. OK now you have king David though he fell a few times he was quick to repent. he had an attitude check.
OK so in order to rise up and get up you have to be ready be prepared, you have to have an attitude check and make sure that before you wage into battle that you have all the equipment. as i spoke briefly before your spiritual armor.
if one is not prepared to win and has no sign of defense chances are you are going to fall. that is why when you get the word into you. you are getting truth. how can you report for duty if you haven't been trained? how will you survive in the heat of the battle!!!
where do you stand in battle? are you going fully prepared or are you you going to fall before you get to the battle. The cool think about being a christian is the battle already belongs to the lord. doesn't mean you are not going to have to stand and fight. you see the enemy is always crouching at our door step waiting forr us to let our guard down. we must anticipate the next move. we must remain alert even when we think the battle is over the enemy will try to trap us. so get up today stand up where you are at and don't let defeat hold you back from being the warrior that you are.
what are you fighting for in your life? what's taking the place of God in your life today? the battle is close at hand. what are you doing with the skills that God has blessed you with?
rise above!!!! stand up!!!!!! be all that you are destined to be.
elz
We are what i call a chosen generation we are ready to take stand, we are living in the moments where truth is our defence.it is important to keep our spiritual armour on as you will find in Ephesians 6:13-18.
we are more than conquerors. the battle belongs to the lord.
something that has been on my heart lately is attitudes. what does this have to do with war. oh just Bear with me if you will. you see take king Saul int he bible he was a great king until he let his attitude get in the way. you know pride goes before fall kind of thing then he have his attitude towards David. essentially his poor attitude led to his defeat and his death. OK now you have king David though he fell a few times he was quick to repent. he had an attitude check.
OK so in order to rise up and get up you have to be ready be prepared, you have to have an attitude check and make sure that before you wage into battle that you have all the equipment. as i spoke briefly before your spiritual armor.
if one is not prepared to win and has no sign of defense chances are you are going to fall. that is why when you get the word into you. you are getting truth. how can you report for duty if you haven't been trained? how will you survive in the heat of the battle!!!
where do you stand in battle? are you going fully prepared or are you you going to fall before you get to the battle. The cool think about being a christian is the battle already belongs to the lord. doesn't mean you are not going to have to stand and fight. you see the enemy is always crouching at our door step waiting forr us to let our guard down. we must anticipate the next move. we must remain alert even when we think the battle is over the enemy will try to trap us. so get up today stand up where you are at and don't let defeat hold you back from being the warrior that you are.
what are you fighting for in your life? what's taking the place of God in your life today? the battle is close at hand. what are you doing with the skills that God has blessed you with?
rise above!!!! stand up!!!!!! be all that you are destined to be.
elz
Friday, 23 September 2011
the early riser
Dear Reader,
How many times have you wanted to get up but you fell back again. it's like this old pattern of life. ok so for many of you, you know i lost alot of weight recently. i was so motivated so on top of things. then i moved out from my parents. and then i lost that motivation. how easy that is.
now today i want to take a little time and talk about Gods timing. you may be wondering what does this have to do with early riser. just bear with me a moment if you will.
ok so each and everyone of us is purposefully planned by God. he has great plans for each and every one of us. he doesn't just hand pick a few of us and then the rest of us are the late risers, no everything is all about God s perfect timing and will. if we wil just surrender our will into Gods hands and thank him for what he is going to do in our lives. we would begin to see that things that seem so impossible will now begin to come as easy as breathing. ok some of you must be thinking yeah right easy what are you talking about. "let your will be done as it is in heaven" means giving your life to God, trusting God to take care of your situations. i bet when life isn't going easy for you. you haven't read your bible that day cause you are to busy focussing on the circumstances. maybe for you it's financial strain. maybe it's the conflict that you had with a friend. you can fill in the blanks with what you are struggling with.
those of you that are weary and have heavy burdens. cast your cares to God for he cares for you. there is nothing that God can't do for you.
I dare you to wake up oh sleeper and rise to the wake up call. get up from the miry pit that you may be stuck in. be ALL that you are meant to be.
How many times have you wanted to get up but you fell back again. it's like this old pattern of life. ok so for many of you, you know i lost alot of weight recently. i was so motivated so on top of things. then i moved out from my parents. and then i lost that motivation. how easy that is.
now today i want to take a little time and talk about Gods timing. you may be wondering what does this have to do with early riser. just bear with me a moment if you will.
ok so each and everyone of us is purposefully planned by God. he has great plans for each and every one of us. he doesn't just hand pick a few of us and then the rest of us are the late risers, no everything is all about God s perfect timing and will. if we wil just surrender our will into Gods hands and thank him for what he is going to do in our lives. we would begin to see that things that seem so impossible will now begin to come as easy as breathing. ok some of you must be thinking yeah right easy what are you talking about. "let your will be done as it is in heaven" means giving your life to God, trusting God to take care of your situations. i bet when life isn't going easy for you. you haven't read your bible that day cause you are to busy focussing on the circumstances. maybe for you it's financial strain. maybe it's the conflict that you had with a friend. you can fill in the blanks with what you are struggling with.
those of you that are weary and have heavy burdens. cast your cares to God for he cares for you. there is nothing that God can't do for you.
I dare you to wake up oh sleeper and rise to the wake up call. get up from the miry pit that you may be stuck in. be ALL that you are meant to be.
Friday, 16 September 2011
we are more then overcomers
Dear Reader
How are you doing today? how are things really going in your life?
I'm about to share something with you that i don't completely understand. just to clear things up for you i'm not a depressed person. that is not me but what i'm about to share is the very thing i deal with today and off and on. i just hope that the words i'm about to write will give hope back to you. if you are struggling with knowing yourself. maybe you are afraid to let the world see that you have heart. recently as the wind changes so does my life. all these changes occuring and then with changes follow silly insecurities or maybe just attacks on the emotions. well i'd like to say i am dealing with everything all ginger peachy dandy fine but that would be a mild understatement. i sometimes feel like these blogs is the place i can truly be me. where no one can judge me.thats crazy too. life is going to throw hard things at us and it's us that get to choose the out come. are we going to sink with hard times or we going to get up and fight back.
now i'm not talking about punching someone i'm simply saying get your self in shape get your self prepared. for there are many battles that we are going to have to face.
every night i go home and i am by myself. i do not enjoy that always that is the time where i battle the most. for when i am by myself i over annalyze things. the lonliness trys to reside. but guess what i have the choice. to throw a pity party for myself or get up and say no i am wonderfully and fearfully made. that sounds real cliche i know but seriously when you try to hard to be something you aren't you become the very person you hate. do i get a witness with that? or am i speaking to the clouds!! life is not always sunshine and daisies full of laughter and joy. there is times i want to crawl in a corner and cry. i want to hide away from everyone and that's when i need people the most. I am just to stubborn to ask for help. to strong in my ways to admit that I can't do things on my own. so everyday you struggle is a day you get to choose! is this going to be a down day or am i going to rise above and ask for help ask someone to pray over you.
let's face it you aren't always going to want to ask for help. you want someone but you don't want someone. take for example when you lose someone close to you, a parent a friend a grandma, grandpa etc you want to sit on your own you get angry you get moments of happiness from things you remember. but there is times you want to just punch something. maybe you wish you could take back words that you spoke and regret that you didn't get the last goodbye. i know i struggle with that sometimes. the what if's I had a last moment all over how would things change?
well here's the good news today yeah today is a new day. we have the power to change lives if we look beyond ourselves. we stop throwing pity party for ourselves we can actually be more effective. we can learn to love beyond ourselves. and see the work of God in every aspect of our lives. let Gods love take you deeper today. may you rise above the storms that chase you today. peace be with you
elz
How are you doing today? how are things really going in your life?
I'm about to share something with you that i don't completely understand. just to clear things up for you i'm not a depressed person. that is not me but what i'm about to share is the very thing i deal with today and off and on. i just hope that the words i'm about to write will give hope back to you. if you are struggling with knowing yourself. maybe you are afraid to let the world see that you have heart. recently as the wind changes so does my life. all these changes occuring and then with changes follow silly insecurities or maybe just attacks on the emotions. well i'd like to say i am dealing with everything all ginger peachy dandy fine but that would be a mild understatement. i sometimes feel like these blogs is the place i can truly be me. where no one can judge me.thats crazy too. life is going to throw hard things at us and it's us that get to choose the out come. are we going to sink with hard times or we going to get up and fight back.
now i'm not talking about punching someone i'm simply saying get your self in shape get your self prepared. for there are many battles that we are going to have to face.
every night i go home and i am by myself. i do not enjoy that always that is the time where i battle the most. for when i am by myself i over annalyze things. the lonliness trys to reside. but guess what i have the choice. to throw a pity party for myself or get up and say no i am wonderfully and fearfully made. that sounds real cliche i know but seriously when you try to hard to be something you aren't you become the very person you hate. do i get a witness with that? or am i speaking to the clouds!! life is not always sunshine and daisies full of laughter and joy. there is times i want to crawl in a corner and cry. i want to hide away from everyone and that's when i need people the most. I am just to stubborn to ask for help. to strong in my ways to admit that I can't do things on my own. so everyday you struggle is a day you get to choose! is this going to be a down day or am i going to rise above and ask for help ask someone to pray over you.
let's face it you aren't always going to want to ask for help. you want someone but you don't want someone. take for example when you lose someone close to you, a parent a friend a grandma, grandpa etc you want to sit on your own you get angry you get moments of happiness from things you remember. but there is times you want to just punch something. maybe you wish you could take back words that you spoke and regret that you didn't get the last goodbye. i know i struggle with that sometimes. the what if's I had a last moment all over how would things change?
well here's the good news today yeah today is a new day. we have the power to change lives if we look beyond ourselves. we stop throwing pity party for ourselves we can actually be more effective. we can learn to love beyond ourselves. and see the work of God in every aspect of our lives. let Gods love take you deeper today. may you rise above the storms that chase you today. peace be with you
elz
Tuesday, 13 September 2011
when the lost get found!!
Dear Reader,
Have you ever been driving somewhere and you got lost. i mean you were seriously lost. you began to slip into a fear of OH NO WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? I don't know about you but when i get lost normally I'll make an adventure out of it. with the exception of Toronto and unfamiliar territory.
when you are a place in life and you are seriously lost don't you think that is the best time to ask for help? is that not the time to truly trust and have faith.
Maybe you are out there and you are off track and your life is spinning out of control with past hurts, with addictions and life keeps passing you by. you are the lost waiting to be found!!
I remember growing up there was times i was truly stuck. now I'm not one to enjoy feeling trapped. maybe you are in a spot right now where you are facing some really hard stuff. you want to be helped but you push everyone away cause you are to afraid that you might actually need help. You are in need of being found.
being lost is no fun. here is a simple fact. there is a God out there that wants to love you enough. maybe you know God but you feel like all your hope is gone. you have been trying to do things on your own and along the way you got lost. you forgot to include God in your life.you probably aren't thinking about how much God loves you. bet you aren't trusting that God can take you out of your circumstances.
today where ever you are i dare you to trust God? let him take care of you. let him find you where ever you are whatever you may face. maybe even just talk to someone and tell them how you truly feel. you might be surprised to know that you are not alone in what ever challenges you may face. get up and don't give up. come out of hiding.
ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7
elz
being lost is no fun. here is a simple fact. there is a God out there that wants to love you enough. maybe you know God but you feel like all your hope is gone. you have been trying to do things on your own and along the way you got lost. you forgot to include God in your life.you probably aren't thinking about how much God loves you. bet you aren't trusting that God can take you out of your circumstances.
today where ever you are i dare you to trust God? let him take care of you. let him find you where ever you are whatever you may face. maybe even just talk to someone and tell them how you truly feel. you might be surprised to know that you are not alone in what ever challenges you may face. get up and don't give up. come out of hiding.
ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7
elz
another sunset
Dear reader,
I'd like to paint you this picture of sunset. so just bear with me if you will...
OK so we start off with the beautiful night sky the clouds just the right colors.beautiful purples with just the hint of reds and yellows and blues. with the cool night winds breezing your hair back looking out over the water. in just a moment the clouds begin to darken with beautiful night sky.
in any given moment the rain drops begin. then the night sky lights up in lightening in the near distance. then the lightening stops and the clouds and the beautiful night sky is still it's quiet.
As you go for a walk in the evening you hear the sounds of owls of traffic close by. and the bushes rustling with animals. maybe a raccoon maybe possums. use your imaginations. maybe like me there is times you need to go for a walk through the park and just sit on the swings and watch the beautiful night sky and enjoy the simple moment as God speaks softly to you in the moment.
maybe you are one that misses out on the sunsets the promises that God has for you everyday. maybe everything around you seems gloomy and you are longing for light again. tonight where ever you are. I dare you to stop what you are doing and just watch the sunset watch the beauty of our creator. find peace in his presence. find yourself captivated in God's infinite love.
elz
I'd like to paint you this picture of sunset. so just bear with me if you will...
OK so we start off with the beautiful night sky the clouds just the right colors.beautiful purples with just the hint of reds and yellows and blues. with the cool night winds breezing your hair back looking out over the water. in just a moment the clouds begin to darken with beautiful night sky.
in any given moment the rain drops begin. then the night sky lights up in lightening in the near distance. then the lightening stops and the clouds and the beautiful night sky is still it's quiet.
As you go for a walk in the evening you hear the sounds of owls of traffic close by. and the bushes rustling with animals. maybe a raccoon maybe possums. use your imaginations. maybe like me there is times you need to go for a walk through the park and just sit on the swings and watch the beautiful night sky and enjoy the simple moment as God speaks softly to you in the moment.
maybe you are one that misses out on the sunsets the promises that God has for you everyday. maybe everything around you seems gloomy and you are longing for light again. tonight where ever you are. I dare you to stop what you are doing and just watch the sunset watch the beauty of our creator. find peace in his presence. find yourself captivated in God's infinite love.
elz
Thursday, 8 September 2011
heartattude
Dear Reader,
today as i sit at work my eyes light up with love everything in me sparkles with care. now this didn't happen just over night. sort to speak. this has been a long process. so let's take you through a moment of elz attitudes...
Let's just be honest here I probably had the worst attitude growing up ask any of my past babysitters lol. ask anyone i;m sure you will here a few stories. maybe ask my mom she knows best. OK second thought maybe don't ask my mom. cause like my mother i happen to be very outspoken if something is wrong I'll tell you. i haven't always mastered the approach. you know soft answer turns away wrath harsh words stirs up anger. oh how true is this..
You see God had to take me through a process and he still is. cause heaven knows i am certainly not perfect. I have much to learn. right now God is seasoning my heart. strengthening me in areas where i have been weak.
There are many heartattudes. bad ones and good ones. good ones are when your heart is at peace.and instead of taking on the world you just let it slide. you begin to change the atmospheres in your life. and God is number one in everything. bad attitudes cause tension in the house and cause offenses. I dealt with alot of that and alot of it was me that caused so much tension growing up. not going to lie I made it extremely difficult for anyone to truly love me. especially my mom.they say the person you are most like is the one you fight with the most. I'm no expert but I'm thinking that's just the facts. I still have to work on my relationships with people.
I have one amazing friend that we are iron sharpens iron. and because we are so much alike in personality we have had to learn when to speak and when not to speak. you see if she speaks to me when I'm emotional or going through some tough stuff i won't receive what she has to say.and vise versa Michelle and i know how to approach each other and I'm so thankful that god put her in my life. (Michelle i love you)
here is some areas of attitudes that we can work on me included..... certain insecurities can cause us to take things more personally, rejection or abandonment can cause us to shut people out before they even speak to us. you know the kind of people that only here things the way they want to hear it. makes it difficult for anyone to communicate.then there is the attitude of pride i can do it by myself i don't need any one's help ordeal. yeah right!!!! we do need help whether we like to admit it or not..
your attitude sets the altitude which then causes gratitude or something like that. that was a Harper saying lol!!!
elz
today as i sit at work my eyes light up with love everything in me sparkles with care. now this didn't happen just over night. sort to speak. this has been a long process. so let's take you through a moment of elz attitudes...
Let's just be honest here I probably had the worst attitude growing up ask any of my past babysitters lol. ask anyone i;m sure you will here a few stories. maybe ask my mom she knows best. OK second thought maybe don't ask my mom. cause like my mother i happen to be very outspoken if something is wrong I'll tell you. i haven't always mastered the approach. you know soft answer turns away wrath harsh words stirs up anger. oh how true is this..
You see God had to take me through a process and he still is. cause heaven knows i am certainly not perfect. I have much to learn. right now God is seasoning my heart. strengthening me in areas where i have been weak.
There are many heartattudes. bad ones and good ones. good ones are when your heart is at peace.and instead of taking on the world you just let it slide. you begin to change the atmospheres in your life. and God is number one in everything. bad attitudes cause tension in the house and cause offenses. I dealt with alot of that and alot of it was me that caused so much tension growing up. not going to lie I made it extremely difficult for anyone to truly love me. especially my mom.they say the person you are most like is the one you fight with the most. I'm no expert but I'm thinking that's just the facts. I still have to work on my relationships with people.
I have one amazing friend that we are iron sharpens iron. and because we are so much alike in personality we have had to learn when to speak and when not to speak. you see if she speaks to me when I'm emotional or going through some tough stuff i won't receive what she has to say.and vise versa Michelle and i know how to approach each other and I'm so thankful that god put her in my life. (Michelle i love you)
here is some areas of attitudes that we can work on me included..... certain insecurities can cause us to take things more personally, rejection or abandonment can cause us to shut people out before they even speak to us. you know the kind of people that only here things the way they want to hear it. makes it difficult for anyone to communicate.then there is the attitude of pride i can do it by myself i don't need any one's help ordeal. yeah right!!!! we do need help whether we like to admit it or not..
your attitude sets the altitude which then causes gratitude or something like that. that was a Harper saying lol!!!
elz
Saturday, 3 September 2011
tears in season
Dear Reader,
The very words on my heart today are words to an older song.. Lord you have my heart, and I will search for yours. let me to you a sacrafice.......
the title of my blog is more then just tears it's more then just looking beyond. it's letting god touch our lives where we are at. i mean i've cried rivers of tears i'm sure over the years. As girls sometimes we need to just cry. it's a release. a healing process.
you see i'm one of those people who hates crying in public. I don't always like to admit that i have struggles.Really who likes to admit they are weak. it might ruin there reputation. you see i have this fighter warrior princess thing going on yet also so fragile. I think it's the insecurities that make me want to fight back. also being middle child haha!! no seriously though. maybe you are like me young man or young woman. and you have this tough interior and no one can get past this wall of blocked emotions. i mean what if someone sees you cry. will they think we are weak. I know i'm not alone in this. In order to block out these emotions we push people away instead of embracing the facts. crying is not weak. crying is letting go of what once was.. there is this song called "just cry" by madessa.
maybe you just need to let go and let God heal your heart today. where you are at maybe you are going through some serious issues and your hope feels low. maybe you reside to keep everything inside and trust is a huge thing. i was like that to. i know how can someone my age identify with you. here's the thing it doesn't matter how young or old you are. we all have moments of weakness. we all have struggles... emotions of the heart.....
or just maybe life is changing all around you and you just need a hug or two. a little moment of comfort from a close friend. you see we don't always understand why we cry we just know that in the moment the tears flow out of you like a river and you need to release the dam water.
p.s not to be confused with the curse word i mean the water!!!
elz
The very words on my heart today are words to an older song.. Lord you have my heart, and I will search for yours. let me to you a sacrafice.......
the title of my blog is more then just tears it's more then just looking beyond. it's letting god touch our lives where we are at. i mean i've cried rivers of tears i'm sure over the years. As girls sometimes we need to just cry. it's a release. a healing process.
you see i'm one of those people who hates crying in public. I don't always like to admit that i have struggles.Really who likes to admit they are weak. it might ruin there reputation. you see i have this fighter warrior princess thing going on yet also so fragile. I think it's the insecurities that make me want to fight back. also being middle child haha!! no seriously though. maybe you are like me young man or young woman. and you have this tough interior and no one can get past this wall of blocked emotions. i mean what if someone sees you cry. will they think we are weak. I know i'm not alone in this. In order to block out these emotions we push people away instead of embracing the facts. crying is not weak. crying is letting go of what once was.. there is this song called "just cry" by madessa.
maybe you just need to let go and let God heal your heart today. where you are at maybe you are going through some serious issues and your hope feels low. maybe you reside to keep everything inside and trust is a huge thing. i was like that to. i know how can someone my age identify with you. here's the thing it doesn't matter how young or old you are. we all have moments of weakness. we all have struggles... emotions of the heart.....
or just maybe life is changing all around you and you just need a hug or two. a little moment of comfort from a close friend. you see we don't always understand why we cry we just know that in the moment the tears flow out of you like a river and you need to release the dam water.
p.s not to be confused with the curse word i mean the water!!!
elz
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