It is now December 31,2011 the very last day of the best worst year EVER!!!!!!
as this year draws to an end a new year comes. a new season a new beginning.
Where to start where to begin this journey. in the beginning of 2011.... back a year ago man that seems like forever ago. ha ha ha. in the past few days weeks i have come to realise that many of us this has been one of the best worst years. its like we have all had to deal with the worst of things to be a better us. that we can learn to lean on God not ourselves. less of me more of Jesus. yes please... my dad once told me that when you are stressed and going through the hardest places that's when God is growing us up the most. we are being challenged to the core. think of it like this its like we are all mountain climbers. we start of needing all the right tools the right shoes. we need to prepare ourselves to embrace all weather climates when climbing our mountains. if we aren't trained to climb mountains we could run into many bumps in the road. god is our instructor if we don't let him grow us up them we may be the climbers that climb to the top fastest but the most unprepared. we must go through each training until we get it. it's better to take your time and reach your point then rush to the top and do everything the easy way.
this year i have had to break soul ties 3 times. that was hard. there's been a guy i thought i was in love with for 8 years ha ha silly me that was fantasy not realistic. then I fell into fall back personality to afraid to show anyone the real me and I'm still working on that. i can only change so much in one time. the last 8 months its like i was the lost and found. i met a guy he was everything i wanted in a guy but not what i needed. i got emotionally attached and 3 weeks a go we broke up. i know doesn't make sense. more and more i see how much i need God in my life. I have learnt so much through all this life experience. now you can fill in your own scenario how has God blessed you and how are you thanking him for it?
may 2012 be a new year of greatness and new joy. may God bring new horizons and dreams to our lives and hearts. may we grow in the areas where God needs us and be a blessing to those that are around us.
happy days
elz
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