Dear Readers,
Have you ever gone through a really dry time in life. just when you think you are good then something comes again. like a flash flood. now i realise that we are all at different walks seasons in our lives. so this may or may not apply to you.
Out of the darkest times in my life through measures of chaos and discontent God has showed up every time. this might be crazy but i am at work just watching my clear water bottle it has this filter thing where water drips. but there is a big drop and i keep anticipating it's fall as if that's what it should do right? but this drop gets bigger and bigger and it's not falling almost more water gravitates to it. and when i stopped focusing on this drop that's when it fell. see when you focuss on so much of whats wrong in your life you get caught up in the wrong but when you really release those things that hold you back that hold you captive to your own self. it's like "water off a ducks back." you just let it go and it's like nothing. now let's be real for a moment.when darkness comes in our lives we don't always notice it. it comes through choices we make and decisions and mindsets. often times we don't even know how we come across.
just last weekend one of my best friends put me in my place and told me elz you have been so fake so judgemental and i haven't been able to talk to you about real things. it was like stripping a mask of darkness off. and showing me just how i have been to so many. it's so easy to want to change everyone else and see there flaws but what about you? what you are doing is limiting your connection and so that other person feels like they have to deceive you. lets just take this darkness off please and get real with what's going on in our lives. we are the light of the world a city on a hill cannot be hidden from us. take off the masks its OK to be vulnerable sometimes. we all have problems we all have stuff. so know this you are not alone. even in the worst of the worst God loves you. he cares so much for you. so whatever it is that is causing darkness in your life let it go, cause i bet you want peace you feel angry you have all these emotions that you can't explain. take some layers off don't let the water drop get to big before it falls. deal with the struggles in your life before it gets worse and you flee from everything good , pure, noble and right in your life. trust me it is not worth it. i have been through so much and it hurts you more in the end.
Hope this speaks to you
Elz
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