Dear Reader's,
There is much i can speak on in this area, i just want to share a piece of my heart with you. my version of leftovers are not the food you couldn't eat last night so you put it in the fridge to eat later. leftovers are the ones who feel like Miss fits, the victims of being picked on bullied those that feel inadequate. those who feel like rejects, those looked passed and who feel invisible.
Right now let's talk to those trying to figure out who you are. maybe you are heading off to yet another year of school and you are dreading it. or maybe you feel like a stranger in your own home. like if they even knew what i am facing maybe they wouldn't love me. or maybe you are a a new person and you are shy and don't know how to fit in with people so you act different to try and feel cool. maybe you are dating a guy and he's all wrong for you. or you are the guy who has thoughts of failure, you just want your dad to be proud of you.or you are the brother or sister who always fits in the shadows of your older siblings. or maybe you have hidden secrets and it's starting to catch up with you.
young man and young woman where ever you are no matter what you are going through know this you are never alone.i have felt all of the above at times. and thought if people only knew what i was really going through would i be put on judgement. would i be doomed a disease of some sort would i fall into a pit of failure. all these thoughts are real right? but they are also all lies. the kind of lie that sounds so good that it seems true. the kinda that make you believe that you are not good enough that you are just a Miss fit and you will always be a reject. you know those lies i know cause i have believed them to. but today in this moment in this hour i want to give you some hope. i want to tell you how much God truly loves you. i know some of you have lost hope of love. you have been hurt so bad that to you love isn't real. people have Miss used it so much on you that you can't love anymore.you have grown empty and cold. then there's those that know you are loved but can't receive it from the over play of "love" love has a different meaning to you. its in the form of sex and if you don't do what you're bf says then you will never be loved. so you cave in every time. you try and fight it but every time you see the guy you get weak and lose your confidence, you give into what he wants cause that is how you think he loves you. but inside you are striving to feel loved for you. you know what he is doing is wrong and yet you fall again and again cause your mind tells you if you don't stick with him then no one will ever accept you. that you lose your value. that you are unworthy of love. that is also a big fat lie. young woman you are loved flawless, you are worthy. i know how much courage it takes to stand up to those lies. for the past month and a half i have believed those same lies. if I don't give into what he wants will anyone ever see me love me. I am telling you on a woman to woman level here. it hurts to think we have no value, when God is trying to get our attention to say hey I adore you, I love you, I choose you, I will fight for you. when you believe those lies for so long we begin to sell ourselves short. now to you young man, yeah you! you know who you are. you have been hiding for along time. you know what's right but there is these lies that you have been listening to, you want to be popular just to feel accepted for your dad to see the real man that you are becoming. to just have someone know that things aren't as good as they seem. so you turn to things to fill in that void in your life.God loves you young man where you are at.i know you feel like you have to be tough. and maybe i am completely off. but i am speaking from a heart of someone who has fell victim to many things in my life. and the way to change the mind sets the thoughts we are listening to is surrender to God. living for God is going to be hard rest assured. but i promise you this young man young woman it is worth it.
I just want to finish with a quick prayer. if any of this resonates with you please let me now and id love to pray more or even just here your story if you so desire. and if you don't know Jesus then let me know and id love to share more of my story with you. young man and young woman you are worth more then you can ever imagine.if nothing else hear this God loves you no matter what it is never to late.God is never to far.
Dear Jesus I pray that every single beating heart that reads this will be touched and find you in new ways, Jesus draw near to us your children, bring breakthrough in areas that we don't even know about, Jesus remove off the offended hearts, let them know how much you love them where they are.
Elz
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