Dear Reader,
The very words on my heart today are words to an older song.. Lord you have my heart, and I will search for yours. let me to you a sacrafice.......
the title of my blog is more then just tears it's more then just looking beyond. it's letting god touch our lives where we are at. i mean i've cried rivers of tears i'm sure over the years. As girls sometimes we need to just cry. it's a release. a healing process.
you see i'm one of those people who hates crying in public. I don't always like to admit that i have struggles.Really who likes to admit they are weak. it might ruin there reputation. you see i have this fighter warrior princess thing going on yet also so fragile. I think it's the insecurities that make me want to fight back. also being middle child haha!! no seriously though. maybe you are like me young man or young woman. and you have this tough interior and no one can get past this wall of blocked emotions. i mean what if someone sees you cry. will they think we are weak. I know i'm not alone in this. In order to block out these emotions we push people away instead of embracing the facts. crying is not weak. crying is letting go of what once was.. there is this song called "just cry" by madessa.
maybe you just need to let go and let God heal your heart today. where you are at maybe you are going through some serious issues and your hope feels low. maybe you reside to keep everything inside and trust is a huge thing. i was like that to. i know how can someone my age identify with you. here's the thing it doesn't matter how young or old you are. we all have moments of weakness. we all have struggles... emotions of the heart.....
or just maybe life is changing all around you and you just need a hug or two. a little moment of comfort from a close friend. you see we don't always understand why we cry we just know that in the moment the tears flow out of you like a river and you need to release the dam water.
p.s not to be confused with the curse word i mean the water!!!
elz
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