Monday, 11 July 2011

beauty and the broken part 1

dear reader,

how many times have you felt lost lonely and full of fear!! there are many kinds of fears and worries. but they all come down to one thing.bet you are thinking about how much God loves you and your devotional life is the pits.......
   I can't pretend that i have it all together. cause I don't. just the other day i was at a family function and for the first time i seen something. you can see someone but not know them. i saw my one cousin sitting on her own and it was this realization that no matter how young or old we are. we have insecurities and self doubts am i really worth it? am i to fat? will anyone ever see right through our masks? we have become a  society of hidden faces hidden behind fears, insecurities and self condemnation. who are we?? we are this generation! "there can never be a more beautiful you". anyways going back to my cousin in the moment i saw the hurt in her eyes  and realized cause of fear and insecurities and we all have them trust me!!!even the most beautiful girls and boys too!!!! i know crazy as it is. we are not alone in what we are going through..
   our relationship with god is often put on hold for others. but without God without devotions we  wither like a dying plant. we begin to get weak. we lose all our  strength and capacity.
   young  woman  of god  rise up and take  heart. God  wants you to know that you are beautiful beyond all compare. you are more then worth it oh yes you are.  you are the diamond in the rough. there is a hope there is a reason why you are hurting even though you may not see it.there is beauty in the broken. rise up and be all that gods chose you to be.don't go chasing wildflowers on the way to the fair... meaning... don't get distracted on the path where God is taking you.
   young men of the church get up in strength and guard the hearts of young woman in the church. rise up in faith and take courage. for God is not done with you yet. i know life is a battlefield. don't lose hope. Stand up tall and be the young man God is calling you to be.hold on tightly to Gods promises. hold on tightly to Gods word  for the battles are close at hand within you. when you pray and read Gods word that is the greatest weapon. don't be silent. don't be  to afraid to speak up. for God speaks always even in times of endurance. when you feel like you are falling and you can't get up. speak the simple truth let Gods word  bring peace to those around you.

  OK maybe you are reading this and yet you still don't know how this applies to you. cause your heart has grown cold and you are searching out love searching out something or someone that can reach out to the depths of your heart. you hear people say compliments to you and you are to afraid to believe that you could actually be worth anything. almost all your trust is gone and there's thoughts running  through your mind. today i want you to hear this..... the fears and lies will keep you locked away  behind walls and it becomes next to impossible to let anyone in. 
 I know what it's like to keep everyone  locked out.  you hide behind walls of hurt and pain and insecurities. trying to be someone that you aren't. maybe you are like me at times  and without realizing it you make jokes to hide how you really feel. or  maybe you have a way to hide who you really are.  God only made one  me one you. there is  no one who can ever be you better then you.  next time you compare yourself to someone just think about it. you are the only one that can be you!!! how awesome is that.  all the people on the earth can never be you. 

elz   

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