Dear Reader,
OK so think about the hardest time in your life... how did you react? how did you respond?
On Wednesday night there was a bad storm watch for tornadoes and where i live I'm in the top apartment. i have never had to deal with a bad storm by myself before. i felt like a little girl scared and frightened. I know kind of funny but it was serious to me. I was by myself and needed comfort in the storm. So i started to text people and listen to Odyssey Cd's. you see when the storms are close at hand where do you find your comfort?
Just yesterday i was talking to my dad. a couple weeks ago and he had surgery on his back. there was a lump. Yesterday the results came back and turns out my dad has Cancer. i mean talk about scary. how do you respond/react to that? I mean you hear of other people dealing with cancer but you don't realize how scary it is till it hits home and too someone close to you. I have to admit I just started opening up to dad. i actually started to want my dad to be part of my life. now I'm not saying i never had a relationship with dad. i just never took the time to open up and make my dad part of my life that often growing up.
Maybe you are like me and you don't know how to deal with the storms and the hard times in your life. maybe for you it's a different circumstance and you have hidden yourself away from everyone.You may be facing some of the toughest times in your life and you are too afraid to let anyone in.you try to run from the storms but they follow you and there is no escape for you.WRONG where there is a will there is a way. no matter what you face no there is a hope there is a way. sometimes you have to just trust someone . let someone in. know you are not alone. you don't have to be afraid whatever you face.
Don’t talk about your circumstances as if they will never
change. Confess every day that you are expecting something good to happen in you, to you and through you! –Joyce
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