Saturday, 29 October 2011

faith in the eye of the storm

Dear Reader,
                   Believe means to trust!!
    How  many times  have you had to deal with trust.  with believing in something bigger then your self.Right now  I am  having a hard time  believing  what I speak.  you  know it's  one thing  to speak  something but it's another thing to  believe something. 
   do  you  have  areas in you life that need to  change  or maybe your  past has dictated your circumstances. for  as long as i can remember i have shut people out  when i think they will hurt me i  put up this wall  of  defense.  anyone  else do that? 
    Here's the thing  almost all of my life i have  buried  the  real me  mostly from  past  issues.  i was forced to hide from  circumstances rather then  to  stand up  i let my insecurities  hold me  back. i was  too  afraid to let anyone in.  i  didn't  think that i was  worth anything so i let people  talk me out of my place. I let there  words hurt me. 
here I  was a girl  trying to find myself  and  never knowing who  i was  to be.  then  one  day  God  called me out and  told me  the  plans  he had  for me.  but  i was  to  caught up in myself to  believe that God  could actually be talking to me. now  i am in this  crossroads  trying to  be the best i can be.  not  just  some  christian  who  does  what's  right.  with all of me i want  to live a  life  for God.  
  let this be  my prayer for all of you  going through some of the hardest  things of your life.
 May  God's  love be  enough to save you from yourself in the hard times to follow. may you find  peace in God's presence. may you find joy in the places  where  hardness  of heart  has  tried to  overtake.may  God's love change you deep within.  you  know that  there is a  hope  beyond you and I  there is a  voice that needs to be heard.  so get  up  young man   get up young  woman  be the  over comer that you are  born to be. it's  time to  get  over yourself.


Elz

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