Here in the silence

  Here in the  silence  in the  quickening  air. will the  rain fall and fill the  dry places in my life or will  i live in the  desert place  as God is at work though I  cannot always  feel or  see him I know hes the  sunshine in the  darkness. He's the  rainbow in the  rain.He's the  joy in the  sorrow. he's  the  hope to the  hopeless.
  As  i write  today i  think  that there  is different  kinds of writers the ones  who scream  out there  words and you  hear them loud and  clear then there's  the ones you  can hear the  joy through there words. and you are  instantly strengthened and encouraged.
  Today my  words  are those of a silent person ready for  some  serious  heart  connection i am neither here nor there. 
   Over the past few  months i have  felt extremely  dry  almost cold and numb at times. only  few  bring out the  life in me.  others  well  i like to call them  "kill joy's"  in elz terms  "kill joy's" are the  people in your  life who smother  your  dreams, your joy, your  zeal for life.I have them in my  life i mean i am trying so hard to ignore  them lol, they  are like leache's  they suck the life out of you.  so much so that you are  left  angry  dried up and speechless. they are  the ones you  try to reason with  but  make everything negative and blah.
   they say who you spend the most time with is  who'll you'll become like! who are you surrounding yourself around? it also says in the bible bad company corrupts good character. there are  leaches in all our lives all our circles.  truth is we have all had our share. did you  know the  best way to  get  leaches off you  is  dump salt on them. 
^{matthew 5:13} “You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.
¹⁴ “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. ¹⁵ Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. ¹⁶ In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.


elz